What Do You Expect?
I really don’t get what happened. One minute everything was fine and the next, vulgarities were involved. You knew I hated them and yet you still used them against me. And although I may have ignored the other times you had used vulgarities, that day just let loose my ugly side. I hate it. I never liked being angry but just because I don’t show it, don’t mean I don’t feel it…
I felt that you were being childish, throwing your tantrums as you like. And not even a decent apology. I gave you an explanation and what did you do? Scolded me with your bloody colorful vocabulary. And sorry if I take offense to that and used the same word on you! Seriously. So you can cancel things without any explanation and I can’t? At least I had the decency to be truthful and came with an explanation But you? You just decided to cancel things and expect us to understand with any reason as to why there is a need to cancel on your part! Damn it!
I thought better of you, you know that? But after what happened with another girl, I should have guessed. You are childish. You expect people to bow at you when you’re having your freaking tantrums?! You expect people to respect you when all that’s coming from you are shitty vulgarities?! Piss off.
And I thought our friendship was more important but I guess I was wrong, eh? Your damn pride and ego won’t even acknowledge my damn birthday? Says a lot. I’ve always questioned our friendship. Hah.
But you know what? It’s fine. Really. I’ve given up on trying to figure out what happened between us. All I know is, everything fell apart just from a stupid occasion. Just one tiny stupid occasion and everything’s over. Says a lot, doesn’t it?
Well, I wish for all the best in your life. Even if our paths were to cross again, I think the strain will never be able to be lifted and we would never be what we used to be.
But thanks for being a friend. (:
